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A Living Hope...

8/28/2018

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1 Peter 1:3 Blessed be the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ! According to his great mercy, he has caused us to be born again to a living hope through the resurrection of Jesus Christ from the dead, 4 to an inheritance that is imperishable, undefiled, and unfading, kept in heaven for you, 5 who by God's power are being guarded through faith for a salvation ready to be revealed in the last time. 6 In this you rejoice, though now for a little while, if necessary, you have been grieved by various trials, 7 so that the tested genuineness of your faith—more precious than gold that perishes though it is tested by fire—may be found to result in praise and glory and honor at the revelation of Jesus Christ. 8 Though you have not seen him, you love him. Though you do not now see him, you believe in him and rejoice with joy that is inexpressible and filled with glory, 9 obtaining the outcome of your faith, the salvation of your souls.
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(A little writing therapy for me...)
Laina came home from the hospital two days ago. She is in bed sleeping as I write. The last couple weeks have been rough for us. The doctors were uncertain of what was going on with her body as the cancer has now moved from her brain, lungs and liver to her spine. Each day holds uncertainty and unforeseen trials. Thank you all for your prayers, encouragements and questions. I know we all want to help during this time of testing. Hopefully this blog will answer some of your questions and challenge you as well. 

In times of trial, when our faith is tested - how do we endure? Can we stand strong and have peace even though through tears and grief we are weak and broken? Is testing really necessary?

The last two years have been a severe testing for my family and it's continuing to be more difficult daily. I've personally moved through the grieving process a few times - shock and disbelief, anger, bitterness, self examination, fear  and even moving through anxiety, depression and despair. There is much we do not understand and so we fall on our faith in Christ and His word. We are human and subject to all of these feelings and emotions. 

​I've learned that we cannot deny these desires and emotions. We just move through them.

As my eyes focused on our circumstances I felt like I was falling into a deathly trap. Fear and despair were like chains upon my thinking and soul. Then someone gave me a reminder at just the right time. "Have faith, Todd!" Faith is greater than fear." I've also come to a place of surrender before God.

Don't get me wrong, cancer and other types of suffering are grievous and I despise these things that lead to death. Suffering and hardship do cause us to fear. Death and suffering are enemies! Yet we have a loving God who offers us
hope in the midst of our trials!

I want you to see this - we have hope!  And not just any hope, but a "living hope!" And this hope is obtained by grace (undeserved gift) through faith (belief and assurance in God and His promises) in Jesus." It's not faith in myself or positive thoughts or in faith itself. It's faith in Jesus!

Yes Laina and our family are suffering for a little while. This is a taste of what could be an eternity for anyone without faith in Jesus. Without Jesus there is suffering that has no hope of relief. Yet God in His great love for us reached down, and through His Son Jesus offered Him as a sacrifice that led to the atonement (covering) of our sins and reconciliation with God the Father. All of those bad things we've done have been covered through the suffering and death of Jesus. There is no balancing of good and bad. We have to be all clean and clear before a Holy God. Jesus is the only means by which we can attain our cleansing from sin. 

Why am I sharing this talk about Jesus during our time of suffering? Because it is our faith in Him that gives us strength through our weakness and trials. He is acquainted with suffering even to the point of death. But thanks be to God that He has power in the resurrection for all who believe! There is a living hope - Jesus Christ the resurrected one!

Dear friends, it is Laina's and my hope that all who are watching us, learn and grow in the faith that we not only proclaim with our words, but also in our actions. If there is any fruit from our suffering, may it be those who read about and know us:
     1.  By responding to the extension of God's grace to you through Jesus, believe that by faith in Him your sins are forgiven and that He claims you as a child of God!
     2. Turn away from wrong doing; Not just what you think is wrong in your own eyes, but look through God's eyes and His word. He will show you what is true and just.
     3. When you believe in Jesus, God Himself puts a seal of approval on you, the promised Holy Spirit. How do you know you have the Holy Spirit? You will confess that Jesus is Lord and Savior and you will start a process that is progressive - sanctification. Basically this means He is making you more and more like Jesus. (Read John 1-3 and 1 John).
     4. The church - community of believers is where sanctification is purposed to be most fruitful. Again read John 15; Ephesians 4. Many friends and family who are praying for us  say, "I believe in God." Or "I believe in Jesus." But they do not belong to a community of believers. What happens to someone who is apart from the vine and other branches? Read John 15 again. I feel I need to speak more boldly dear friends. As we face suffering and death the Lord's burden for you and your salvation is a burning fire within my heart and soul! I grieve for Laina. But I grieve more for those who don't believe in Jesus or fail to listen to His words. 

As Laina and our family suffers we are being sanctified and we bear fruit that is ever-lasting! This is only through the power of God through Christ! It is our hope to see the fruit of our friends and family believing in Jesus and for believing friends to grow in Christ-like maturity. What a blessing it would be for Laina to see people she loves believing in Jesus while she is still living!
Today is the day of salvation (saving)! (Read Hebrews 1-4). 

This is a sinful world that is bent on suffering and death. And as it says in the text above,
"...if necessary..." we suffer for a little while. God can make good from our suffering. It is my prayer that the Lord will send His Holy Spirit and touch your life right now. Is it necessary for us to go through this trial so that YOU will be saved?! I don't know. But God knows.

Last night I was talking with Laina and my parents about this topic. Laina said,
​"If this suffering causes others to believe and grow in Christ then this is worth it."

She is such a faithful wife, mother and servant of Jesus. I responded, "Yes, maybe this is the Laina revival period in history." She liked that idea. That was last night. Today she is more confused and losing words. The good moments are fleeting, but I hang on to them. I love her. But as the Lord has continued to remind me through this journey, "Keep moving forward." We move forward by faith! And our faith is not without hope, a living hope that is only found in Jesus! 

Heavenly Father, glorify your Son Jesus through our suffering, that many may believe and be saved! Oh Lord, I don't want anyone to suffer for eternity without the Hope and Love that you offer. Draw them to You, Lord! Bear fruit as we wait for the redemption of our souls in Christ Jesus. And we do continue to pray for miraculous healing for Laina even now. But if your will is that she comes to your heavenly kingdom we submit to You. Only grant us your Presence so that we have grace, peace and strength for each day. To the praise of Your great name! Amen.

You are loved dear ones. 

​Todd Jerdon


15 Comments
Susan Klein
8/30/2018 12:23:16 pm

God bless you, and be with you!

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Veronica Simon
8/30/2018 12:35:56 pm

Really appreciated your comments on fear and suffering. Our greatest faith comes through storms, not in fair weather.

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Mary Hanusa-Schuff
8/30/2018 01:52:23 pm

Well written, Todd. And so true. We pray for all of you every day as you walk through this terrible fire.

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Michael Clanton
8/30/2018 05:59:25 pm

We are lifting you up in our prayers. Your testimony is inspiring our faith. Got is faithful, that is why we put our trust in Him.

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Lynette Augspurger
8/30/2018 07:54:39 pm

Many prayers for you and the family. What an awesome testimony, thanks for sharing,

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Taya Groover
8/30/2018 08:25:35 pm

So much love and prayers. I am in tears of your strength Lania and Todd.

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David Marshall
8/30/2018 10:17:37 pm

May the God of love hold you close.

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Annette hassinger
8/31/2018 02:48:23 pm

Still believing with you all!

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Rachael Clanton
8/31/2018 10:12:51 pm

Jesus...thank You for Your continued care, comfort, strength, living hope, peace, provision, grace...thank You for never leaving Todd, Laina, and there entire family. Continue to use them and their ongoing testimony for Your Glory. Thank You for Your continued healing for Laina and her family. Thank You, dear King...thank You.

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Janneth Hulett
9/1/2018 07:20:35 am

Praying for you. God is so amazingly good. I love that we have a living hope in our Lord Jesus Christ.

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Venetia Halliburton
9/3/2018 01:36:10 pm

We are praying for you and the family. Our hearts go out to you.

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Susan Curd
9/3/2018 02:03:24 pm

Our prayers are with you and your family.

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Amy Lynne
9/6/2018 08:10:51 pm

I want to let you know that I am praying for your family. Your faith is inspiring and I pray you can continue to be strong. I am so very sorry for all you have endured and for the grief to come.

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Crystal Golla
9/6/2018 08:18:43 pm

Our condolences to you and your girls!

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Pat Cole
1/24/2019 10:52:25 pm

Not sure why I am just seeing this tonight (1/24/2019), but it is just as much a blessing to me 5 months later. God bless you and your sweet daughters. You are indeed making a difference with this blog. I hope more and more people read it and g row closer to the Savior.

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